I got back from Spring Break today, and let me tell you I had a hell of a time in Mankato. Which is odd, because Mankato is boring as fuck.
Mom took me shopping for her birthday on St. Patrick’s Day. Which was weird, because it was her birthday and she took ME shopping, not the other way around. So I got like new jeans, new shirts and new shoes.
But I met someone….I’ll explain in fully tomorrow. But I’m confused. I don’t know where I stand with him and it’s starting to bug the hell outta me
when she wants to talk, she has to call me. when she goes on one of her bitchfests, I can just put the phone in my pocket and ignore her ass.
Example was just now. She was going on and on about some bullshit about the cellphones and shit like that. I ignored that shit for the most part.
hello pecs. Well, they are making their presence. They aren’t as big as I remember them. At least I don’t think. A guy I was with was like “Damn, you got some pecs going on”
I just got done looking in the mirror and was like like “Hi Muscles! Nice to see you. Welcome to the party”
I love working out and I love my workouts! they make me feel good!! And so much stronger. I just got done doing an upper body workout. My biceps, triceps, chest, and shoulders have NEVER been this worked before. EVER! I just love this
I just wish I had some photos of me now. Well, you’ll see me in a couple weeks. I don’t know how I compared to the last time we’ve met, but I’m sure you’ll tell me all about it
again. But I wasn’t going to drink at all tonight. Until a friend was like “can I come over I’m lonely” then I was like sure. Then we started drinking. I didn’t mean to get drunk. I just wanted to get a lil tipsy. But ended up drunk. again. I gotta stop this! I’m trying to lose weight and THIS ISN’T HELPING!! awlkfjkwej ti34hj qh
No more today! I’m done. I’m sooooooooooo tempted to just throw it out. But once I do I’m gonna wish I hadn’t.
I can keep food down. I am eating a Rice Krispie Treat and I can keeping it down. Hopefully it will STAY down. I am sick of Ramen. And puking it up later.
I’m sick! But, I am actually glad I am sick. I didn’t have to get up early and open up for BK at 7:30. I got to sleep in and shit. Don’t get me wrong. Throwing up and getting dizzy when standing, and being nauseus everytime I breathe isn’t fun. But maybe this is my body’s way of saying “you need sleep, this getting up early everyday and working til 10-11pm isn’t working.”
So, pretty sure my co-workers hate me, or think I’m faking it. But fuck ‘em. They’s just jealous that they have to work and I’m not. Even though, I kinda want to. Bored outta my skull over here. But I shouldn’t be near food when feeling like this.
The dizzy spells stopped, but the vomiting and nausea is still here, though not as much as last night.
Last night, I couldn’t STOP throwing up.